Still up did lay down to rest my back

Just waiting outside for my mum catching a few rays enjoying the sun while we have it. I love this weather just not the shorter days. Still feeling a little blue at the moment someone needs to give me a kick in the butt. This morning is going by slow. I guess that's what happens when you get up at 4:30 it makes for a long day. I should have practiced my guitar but I just don't have the heart for it right now. It's hard to concentrate right now the pain has taken over my life. I need to do something to cheer up I need to change my thought patterns around. I guess I'll read till mum gets here.