I left at 2:15 pm and got home at 4 pm all for a 3-minute appointment. Basically, my back is a mess and there is a 50/50 chance that they would be able to help me and that I should probably see a surgeon. Am I depressed or what. So now I have to wait and see a surgeon whenever that will be and if he agrees to do surgery then who knows how long that will take with COVID-19. So I'm to suffer in pain. I just want to be put down I wouldn't let my dog suffer like this (my depression talking right now). I don't know what to do or who to talk to I should probably talk to my psychiatrist and let her know how I feel. I don't really want to write about it anymore right now.
This is a picture that I took today with my camera and my nifty fifty lens. I love the way it takes pictures I might have a little to do about it. I do find it difficult to use in manual focus but I'll master it eventually. Just looking at the picture makes me relax and put my mind at ease. Why? I don't know. I'm tired and should go to bed soon I'll write again tomorrow. Keep safe. Oh, just one more picture which is so much better than the one above. My Granddaughter, love her to bits.
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