Again as not as good as the original but an attempt. Not a good night's sleep last night up several times. It's supposed to rain today maybe a little later. I don't plan on doing anything today I'm tired I think I'll just spend the day in my jammies and take it easy hopefully get a call from my family doctor today about my message that I left yesterday. I went to the pain clinic and they basically said in 3 min appointment that they wouldn't be able to help me 50/50 odds that it would help if I had injections would they work and that I should go and see a surgeon that my back is a mess. So who knows how long this will be before I get seen due to COVID-19 everything is on hold. Life is on hold but my pain isn't. I guess I wrote all this yesterday sorry I forgot. I'm not impressed with life right now. Do I want surgery? No. It's only 7 am in the morning I'm not sure I want to get up right now but hubby is up and having coffee. I just moved from the bedroom to the kitchen to join him and write. Now I'm having a smoke and a coffee. My legs are sore today as well as my back. I need a new life and back. So much for this being my year. One good thing about it is I have been able to ride my bike the past few days but that doesn't help me when I get to were I'm going as I don't have the support of my walker. I know another depressing post but that is how I feel. I have been doing pretty good depression wise until yesterday. I'm tired of this pain. I just want it to end and there is no guaranty that surgery will fix the problem. I know that I guess that is why I'm depressed. There is no quick fix.
Does anyone really care about the daily stats? We all just want this COVID-19 to end. It wasn't too bad until it has now started to affect my life and progress. Even the coffee didn't want to cooperate with me this morning I had to throw out the first pot of coffee as it was full of coffee grounds. Well, that's about it for now. Just waiting for my family doctor.
Stats for the day way too many cases worldwide and deaths. At least people are recovering which is good but do the numbers still matter. Keep safe everyone. Maybe I'll feel better later.
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