Trying to think positive

I'm going to try and think positive and not be so negative all the time. I have been very depressed lately due to the pain that I'm in so I need to try and change things up a bit. I need to resign out The Clash of Kings the second book in The Game of Thrones. I need to focus a little more on my reading they are long books and my heart just hasn't been into reading the past few weeks. I didn't plan on getting up so early this morning was up at 5 and did my meditational reading played some chess tactics and now I'm just sitting having my coffee and smoke and writing. Hubby hogged the bed this morning after I got up and went to the bathroom I had planned on going back to bed but I might as well get an early start on the day.
A good friend of mine is going with her singing chorus to New Orleans today. She'll have fun. Wish I was going with her. It would be neat to watch. I'm not too sure what I'm doing today. Not too much if I can help it. I will probably go to the spare room and have a nap and try and read maybe play a little guitar. I'm starting to wake up now which is good. It's going to be a long day I just have that feeling. I need to get my act in gear here. It's supposed to be a nice day up until 3 then it's going to rain so they say but I can't believe my phone all the time it is hardly right. I don't know what to do right now. I guess I should stop writing and write later on. I'll do some reading before playing I should probably go downstairs to practice the guitar. Later.