Same old, same old

I feel I write the same thing every day. I'm tired, my backs sore and I don't know what I'm going to do today. I just wish my back wasn't as sore as it is rest and medication doesn't seem to do it any good. I go to the doctors next week to see what she has to say. I just don't get any pleasure out of life anymore. Depression doesn't help with the pain I think it only makes it worse. I don't know why I get up so early I guess it's the pain that does it to me. I just can't get comfortable no matter what I do. I try but it just doesn't help. I need a new life or better yet a new body. I'm tired of being tired and sore.