I had a good sleep last night

Up early again this morning at 5:30 I just can't help it. I'm a little sore this morning I did take my medication today to that will help. I only woke once in the night last night which was great. I did email my mother and youngest son told them my phone was broken figured that was the easiest thing to do. I'm sure my son is happy that I'm not texting him all the time to find out how my granddaughter is. I'm going to stick to my guns though I have given up on family right now and I'll let them live their lives without any interruptions. I can only take so much negative talk from my mother and sister telling me how to live my life and only so much rejection from my boys. This way they don't have to worry anymore. It was also time to let go of facebook I really don't need it. It was occupying too much of my time. I need to look after myself and live my life the way that I want to. It's time to move on and find a place in the country where we can be happy. Get rid of my stepson he needs to move out and get his own place.
I watched a couple of good movies last night which was nice to read a little put some music on my laptop. I took it easy and today I'm going to do some housework and get some more music transcribed over onto my laptop again. At least I'm doing something to keep myself busy. I should probably go and see my psychiatrist again soon get my head straightened around it's on rather crooked right now lol. But I'm going to give everyone a little space and even myself for a change. Too much negativity in my life and it's dangerous for me. Well, I'll stop writing for now and I'll try and write a little later. I'm hurt deep down inside right at the core of my being I guess I must have a bad mother when the children were growing up time to let go let them be.