I have been working hard at my crocheting and reading now playing guitar. Just basically keeping myself busy as it is terribly cold out side the past few days. I'm going to my friends Faye on Monday to stay over so that will be a nice change. The pictured above is the view from my balcony yesterday. Such a beautiful sky. This morning it's rather boring as we are getting rain mixed with freezing rain. I have been doing my meetings and bible studies each day which is good it keeps me on the straight and narrow. Keeps me busy. I haven't had a drink in almost a year and a half. I just try and keep myself busy.
I have been doing well emotionally still kind of lonely and my ex has been coming over for dinner but I'm now realizing how lazy he is and what he expects me to do for him ie like go to the store and get him smokes. This is something that needs my attention and decide what I want in life and what I'm trying to do with him. I have been fooling myself that we can fix our marriage I just don't see it happening. Well I'll sign off for now God bless take care and keep safe.
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