Not a good night

It was hot last night I feel not to bad this morning but I woke up in a sweat not sure why. I should be finished with hot flashes. I never had night sweats before but I have been having them the past few nights crazy. It's getting light out now I have to leave at 7:30 thereabouts. I was going to say something profound but now I have forgotten what I was going to say. Right now I'm having a smoke and coffee. Not too sure what I'm going to do till I leave I didn't really need to get up this early. My back is killing me today. Hubby came in to make sure I was awake which of course I am. I don't know why I'm such a Debbie downer today but I am. I was taking riding lessons before COVID hit and the girl that was teaching me doesn't seem to be working there anymore and I want to know why. I really liked her and how she taught. Anyway, I probably wouldn't be able to ride right now because of my back. I should wait and see what the doctor says before I start riding again. Well, I should really start thinking about getting ready. I need to cheer up. Keep safe.