Went to the Ribfest last evening

It was good but expensive we had a nice time. The music was good and the food was amazing. We left just as it started to rain and was able to grab a taxi home. I think I overdid it with the walking though as I was sore last night when we got home. We had also gone for coffee earlier as well. I'm not to bad this morning had a terrible night's sleep a lot of coughing and getting up I'm surprised hubby didn't say something to me. I'm a little tired would like to have stayed in bed but my coughing was driving me nuts. My mother is pissed off at me because I didn't go to her doctor's appointment with her yesterday I went to one the day before. She's being strange with me lately and rather rude so it doesn't make me want to go out with her at all. I'm trying to stay away from the nativity in my life. She expects me to see her more often and do things for her. I'm limited because of my back and when I try and rest or live my life she gets upset.
I'm not too sure what I'm going to do today I guess my usual practice guitar and read. I should maybe lie down in the spare room and do some reading or something. I don't know. Last night I just wanted to give up this living in pain all the time really gets to you. I'm tired of life right now and being sore. I try and do things to keep me busy but I'm limited in what I can and can't do. I spend a lot of time resting and that's not good. Well, I guess I should stop complaining and be grateful for what I do have. I try it's just hard and there is nothing they can go to help me get better. I just want to be the way I was physically 10 years ago but I guess that's not going to happen. Well, I'll stop for now and write later or tomorrow I guess I'll do some reading. I have been finding it difficult to concentrate lately but I'll do my best.