I'm up and ready to go

Well, not quite. I don't feel too bad a little sore but otherwise, I'm ok. I drank a little to much last night but at least I'm feeling ok this morning. I didn't sleep to well last night up several times should probably go back to bed this morning but I'm not going to. I don't have anything to do today but read and practice guitar. I don't plan on going anywhere maybe the bank that's about it. I should make an appointment to see my family doctor again or wait till November I'm not sure. I want to get a referral to the pain clinic, I still feel that I need another MRI and I would like to see what they say about my back. I don't know all I know is that I can't go on like this it's too painful. It's hard living in chronic pain all the time I know I'm not the only one and that there are people worse off than me but it's just hard. It's hard to keep my mood up.
Well, it's cool out this morning 8-degree Celsius which was nice for sleeping but it cool in here now. Fall is here already they say it's going to be a hard winter. I don't know what to do with myself right now. First thing in the morning is painful till my meds kick in then it's not so bad. I should probably do a bit of reading get another coffee and relax. My stepson had a friend over last night she was a nice girl. I just wish he would get his own place and move out. My mind is all over the place right now and I feel like I'm not making any sense so I should stop and I'll try and write later.