Working on changing music to Pdf's

I have made another Pdf music file with MuseScore. I'm getting pretty good at it. It doesn't seem to take me as long now to make a Pdf music file. I now have six songs done and working on a seventh. Hubby is up now and we are having coffee and smoke together. I really need to quit but it's so hard for me. I smoke when I'm depressed and I feel depressed now for the past few days. Don't know what to do with myself to cheer me up but I have to figure out something to get out of the funk that I'm in. It feels like a fall day out there today I like this weather though it is hard because it reminds me of my second husband he loved the fall and the cooler weather, he was a hunter like my second son. My youngest is very much like his father as my oldest son is very much like his father except for the drinking. Well, I have emailed a guy about riding at his stables or I guess text on messenger. Just waiting for him to get back to me to see if he has a horse that I'd be able to ride. I need to get back in the saddle again or even to just be around horses would be nice. We will see how it goes, it's just something that I want to do and need to do. Even if it is only once a week to clean stalls. I'd love to do that, I don't expect to be paid for it just volunteering my services. I could probably bike there from the house there is only one hill that I'd have to worry about at the military base all the rest is flat riding.  All I can do is try and see what he says.