Trying to figure out finances

Good luck this month. I have made a right royal mess of my finances this month. I don't know what I'm going to do. I'll have to beg borrow and steal to get things straight. I was hoping my disability was coming in this month. I shouldn't count on my eggs before they hatch. Things just haven't gone right for me. I was so sure it was coming in. I had to cancel my horseback riding for the month maybe next month I'll go they wanted us at 8:30 in the morning I could probably do it but my friend couldn't so we will reschedule. I don't feel too bad this morning had a pretty good nights sleep. I was up at 5 and thought about getting up then but I thought no go back to sleep and get your rest. So here I am at 7 getting up. I made a mess of the coffee this morning somehow I got coffee grounds in the coffee good thing I have a little strainer. I'll have to make a fresh pot for hubby when he gets up but for now, I'll drink what is there. Not sure what I'm going to do today I have to make a couple of phone calls to see if I can straighten out my mess. I'll have to see if I can defer one of my bills. If I can't I don't know what I'll do. Maybe rob a bank lol. Well, I practiced a guitar yesterday which went great. I haven't lost what I have learned so far. I told my stepson yesterday that he had till October to move out and if not then he needed to start paying rent. It's been almost 2 years rent-free that he has lived here he needs to move on and get his own place. I told my husband that if he slips back to his old ways that it's not my fault that I have done everything I possibly can to help him get a fresh start. He does nothing around the house to help so it's time to move on. Well, that's enough, for now, I'll try and write later. I'll do a little reading right now and try and cool off it's a bit warm in here right now.