Offered to go down to the hospital

Rejected yet again. It's so hard being the mother in law. I'm tired and have had enough. Time to move on with my life and get on with it. I thought things would be different with this grandbaby but I guess not. I need to move get off the grid, run away and live my life. I'm very very tired. I don't need this in my life anymore. They have no idea the hurt I'm feeling I just don't know what to think of it all. I guess I must have been a bad person I don't know. It's hard being the outsider have been all my life we teach our children to be strong and independent people and this is what we get in return.