Coming down off my high

The only problem is that my mind doesn't know when to stop it just keeps plummeting. My high was the birth of my granddaughter and I didn't get to see her today. I have been turned down the past 3 times I've asked. It's hard being the mother-in-law I feel we have no rights. Not involved in anything to do with my granddaughter. I won't ask again. I don't think I can handle the rejection. I'm very sad right now. I know I'm overreacting I'm sure but it's just difficult when your turned down. Well, I shouldn't dwell on it I should go to the store and then get into my pj's and read. I'm tired and depressed not a good mix. I seem to go from one extreme to the other no in-between. Hubby is not feeling well today either and not in a good mood I don't know what is wrong with him. He won't talk about it. Well, that's about it, for now, I'll try and write again later if not tomorrow.