Well we can get the house in Lombardy

I'm very surprised and somewhat apprehensive. This is a big step very big step. I have been going over my different options some are doable some are not. I have six options number one and four and six are my only options. One, I can do now with some difficulty. Four is our best option and six which I don't need to do it just tells me how much between the two of us that we will have. I have to go with option one for now and make that work. Then I'll have to work on option four so I'll be able to drop option one. I know this does not make any sense but it does to me. I just wish I knew for sure what was happening with my finances a hundred percent before we signed the papers.  There are so many things to do. I need to write a list of what I have to do. I'm multitasking right now.