Off to the doctors today

Just seeing my family doctor this afternoon for my diabetes checkup I go every three to four months. I need a smoke right now I'm dying but oh well I should do without. I should really be quitting but I'm finding it so difficult it's not easy. I have an e-vape or whatever they are called so I'll have that right now and it seems to be working. It has some nicotine in it and it is satisfying my desire to smoke right now. I might make it after all. I really need to quit I'll try and see how I do. So far I am 12 hours without a smoke. Hubby is getting up I think. I had a good sleep last night but I find the mornings hard to wake I don't know why. I'm trying to get my reading done I have a book to finish and I'm 3/4 the way through it and have 13 hours left to go before the library snatch it up, it's an e-book. Well, I should get reading and finish my book right now I'll write later.