Trying to wake up not having any luck

I'm tired still just can't wake up sleeping too much. Cutting back on my smoking and trying to quit not having much luck. I don't know what is wrong with me. It usually takes a few cigarettes and a couple cups of coffee to wake me up. It is difficult to wake up without the smokes and having to get them from my stepson is a pain. He's been pretty good about it as he should he stays here for free so he shouldn't complain. I had strange dreams again last night but I can only remember bits and pieces of them which is good. It's going to be another nice day today which is nice no rain. I think I'm starting to wake up now which is good. I had a pretty good weekend really Saturday was great Sunday was ok. I'm a little depressed about finances but I'll get through it eventually. I just don't seem to have enough money hopefully my disability will come through but I have a strange feeling that it won't. I need to get out of the hole that I have dug for myself. Oh well, I eventually will it will just take a little bit of time. Life isn't easy and I've been very good about spending lately but it doesn't take long to go through the money when you have it. Everything is so expensive nowadays. Well, I should stop for now and get writing on my novel. I'll write later on possibly.