I get tired of being the responsible adult

I pay all the bills which are fine but I don't have any money left over for myself. On the other hand, hubby thinks he can pay 140 for groceries for the month and spend the rest of his pay on frivolous things and not pay for anything else. I buy a set of guitar strings for 14 dollars and feel guilty. I'm tired of it. There is a nice seniors residence in Picton for 2500.00 a month I'd love to move there and be looked after. I'm tired of living my life right now very tired. Nothing is going well at all. My poor youngest son had to put down his 2-year-old lab because of seizures I feel so sorry for him he loves his dogs always has. Personally, I would contact the breeder and see if he has had problems and see what pups he has. Well, probably not I go to a different breeder but he should let them know. I had a good night's sleep last night. Not sure what the weather is going to be like today or what my plans are. I have gone out with my mother a lot last week and I think I need a break. I really need a break from life right now. I'm pretty down today. I don't want to be responsible anymore. I'm tired of this. The more I do the more I'm expected to do. It's crazy. My legs are sore today not sure why but they are. Well, I guess that's more than enough complaining from me. I'll try and be more cheerful the next time I write.