Up early again just having my morning coffee

I didn't sleep well last night dreams upon dreams and up twice in the night. Stepson is becoming needy again he wasn't to bad until he showered now he feels sick again. I'm tired of playing nurse. I think he's enjoying my waiting on him to much. I know he's not well but why me. I didn't do much last night watched TV did a little reading played some chess tactics. I plan on doing my writing this morning. I'm tired I just don't seem to get a moment to myself with out him bothering me. Now he wants me to put deep ice and Vicks on his back all I want to do is have my coffee and finish my smoke and write. He's got to go and get his own place and friends or girlfriend that will wait on him. I just don't know how to get rid of him. I've told him to leave and there was no mixing words. I've yelled at him to leave and he just won't. I feel like we are being held hostage in our own home by him. Well I guess that's enough complaining for now. I'll write again tonight going to tend to the sick and inflected.