I haven't woken up yet

I regret getting up to go to the bathroom because I was summoned from the living room by my stepson. He says he isn't getting any better. He needs to go back to emerg to be followed up. This is just to much for me. I'm feel like I'm getting old. I'm tired. To think I used to be an RNA and did this for a living but not 24/7. I've been there done that have the tee shirt all that stuff. I need a break when I get one I'm usually with someone negative like my mother there seems to be no positives in my life right now. Tomorrow I go to my psychiatrist that will get me out of the house for a few hours. I'll stop and have coffee on the way back it will be good. My mum is going up to see her friend who happens to be my godmother tomorrow which will be good for her to get out of town for a while she won't be coming back until Friday. Well I'll stop for now I'm feeling very negative myself right now. I need to go back to bed.