Thursday, December 27, 2018

Things have gone from bad to worse

With me that is Otis is behaving life has just turned upside down 540 short a month now starting January what to do what to do. I feel nauseous.
Well I guess I'm over reacting I'm fine for January it will be interesting to see what happens in February. Status quo for now. Take each month at a time it might be ok. Well I'll try not to worry to much but I am. Can't afford to lose the income.
It's amazing how quickly my mood swings from one degree to the other and back again. Still not quite fixed yet mentally. From planning my demise to being able to live for a month. It's hard dealing with chronic depression and suicidal thoughts. It's depressing. 

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