Otis was much better last night

He's doing pretty good this morning as well. I guess I'll keep him lol. There are days though oh my. Anyway had a great sleep last night feel not to bad this morning. Not sure what I'm going to do with myself. It's a tough time of year. I did get to visit with my second husband's ashes as my son has them and I had to fight back the tears as he would be so proud of his boy. It is still difficult at times but it is getting easier but I still dream of him as I did last night. Good dreams for the most part which is good. My son said he had a nightmare where he was arguing with his father. It was hard on him. He misses his dad so much. He slipped over Christmas and called his stepfather dad my hubby didn't mind and said nothing just smiled. My son is very good with his stepfather he treats him with respect. I have two wonderful boys and daughter in laws and a marvelous little grandson. I'm very fortunate. Things are getting easier for me. I have my up days mostly up and a few very few down days. But that was 10 years of therapy and medication to get me this way. A lot of work by me and help from my hubby. Well I should stop for now. I'll write later.