Friday, October 26, 2018

Last day of treatment

I'm tired as usual. Slept good last night but still could do with some more rest. It's the last day of treatment for my brother in law. He has done well no side effects at all maybe a little tired but he's doing ok. The main objective is to make sure that he is comfortable and not in pain and he doesn't seem to be which is great. If he hadn't had the seizure we probably would never have know. We were going to go up this weekend but I guess it will be next weekend his sister is coming down from Lindsay she would be my sister in law but we are not getting along with her right now as she tried to stir up trouble between my hubby, my sons and myself which wasn't nice saying things about my husband which wasn't true. Nasty things that could have destroyed our marriage if I believed her and something that I could clear up with his daughters. I don't know what's going on with people but they are strange. I would love to just run away and I'm trying but it just isn't working out for me.
We or my husband cleaned up the basement I was going to help him but I wasn't doing a good enough job which was ok by me. He is a little like my sister that way. If you do something then they just do it over again so I'm not going to waste my energy trying. It was all good though. On my second cup of coffee this morning all ready. I'll be ok I'll wake up soon. It's getting cold out side. I wasn't going to put up the tree this year and my husband says he wants one. I don't understand or I wonder if I was dreaming it or not. It will be an interesting Christmas this year I plan on doing stocking and that's all. We go through that were one year we will do a gift and the next we do stockings. I think that I like doing stockings more because I get all sorts of things for him and wrap them individually so it seems like a lot. One year I found him chocolate that was wrapped up to look like coal it was great he hasn't forgotten that and we laugh about it. This year as I said should be interesting as we will be down in our income and not much to spend.
I have only 9 more days to go to retirement only 5 more work days which is great then I'm done for the rest of my life. I hope things go as planned. My back just can't take it anymore. I have problems just getting through the day as it is without working. They are planning a retirement dinner for me at work. I'm not really one to go out but I guess I should get excited about this but I can't. I don't like people right now and I guess I never have to see them again just get it over and done with. I should get something for being there 25 years. Oh I get a gift card for Walmart that I can use on Christmas this year, yes. Well I guess I should really stop writing and get myself ready it doesn't take long and get this day moving. I'll write later.

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