I don't know what to do now

Have internet and I'm bored. Everyone else is in bed. It's just Otis and myself up right now. Life can be a pain. Just had some toast with marmalade on it the best. Well there are things i could do like laundry and dishes but that would wake the family up and I don't really want to do that. I'm on my last smoke and I haven't quit yet like I said I wanted too but I'm stressed from not having my meds for four days or three which ever it was. Well hopefully I'll feel a hundred percent better once I wake up myself. Nothing seems to go right in my life. The dog is being a pain keeps going towards the bedroom trying to wake my husband up. I need to smarten up. Oh well. Later.