Went and saw my uncle yesterday

My aunt has gone to England for a few months and I didn't hear from him so I thought I would go down and check on him. He's doing fine. We talked about two hours and I was able to see if he knew anyone one in town I could talk to about a mortgage. It's not the mortgage that's the problem it's the 20 percent down. We found someone that can supply the tackle for the store at a reasonable amount so I can only try I haven't given up yet. Still thinking positive. I'm tired today have been all weekend I don't know what is wrong with me I know I'm depressed and it's difficult to try and stay up. Well I should stop for now I'll write later. I really want to get out of town and to a small place on the water. It would be nice and relaxing. My health is going down hill and I would like to enjoy myself with my husband for a few years. I could live there easily. The village has everything we need and then some. It even has a dollar store lol. I'd be happy there.