Well the deal fell through

It did work out he felt that I had a 40 dollar reel I don't think so I think he is wrong his loss. I have been tired the past few days I don't know why. My sugars have been good. I think I'm depressed. Things just aren't going right for me I don't know what to do I just feel like giving up but that won't work either. My stepson is still here its driving me crazy I don't know what to do about it. I want my house back. That's probably what is wrong with me if I was thinking straight. I'm not thinking straight my mind is all over the place. Work is so busy I just can't keep up. The chart filing is getting out of hand even the new girl who is great still surfs the net when I'm not looking. I don't know. Peoples work ethics are different then mine. It's crazy. I feel like I holding the fort all the time trying to keep up but I can't. I have an idea what my co-worker before was going through I have to take it all back she did work. Oh well I'll manage some how and get it done I really have to sit down and figure things out this morning at work. It's just been so busy with devices but they tell me that will slow down soon I hope. Well enough for now write later.