Feeling a little better

I'm still down but not as bad. I have tried for the last 15 minutes to practice and it wasn't to bad until I decided to play a couple of my older tones and it was like learning them all over again I don't know what to do. Well the new songs are going great maybe I'm rushing ahead to fast. I need to slow do a bit do a little more review. I'm trying to forget the day even though I had a good day it was depressing as well. I'm mourning the loss of my father's memory. It's hard. I don't know how to describe it. I think I can only write a bit at a time. And I think I need to stop and maybe try and write later.