Did not sleep well lates night

Crazy dreams and I'm tired this morning because of it. Depressed with the weather it's getting dark so soon now in the evening. Not a good day today is going to be busy and I had no control over it. I don't know what to do with myself. Not good. Mind is running away with its self and I just can't stop it. Would just like to run away. Leave this life behind me and start fresh. Haven't felt this way in a while. I have to go to a dinner on the weekend and I don't really feel like it. Don't really have the money to go either but I have to go. I feel like I'm sinking and there is no way out. It's pretty bad when my phone knows how I feel just put in the last sentence automatically generated and I don't know what to make of it. Even my phone is negative and knows how I feel. Anyway I need to think positive and get out of this rut that I'm in because thinking the way I am isn't going to get me ahead today. Well i guess I should stop for now and I'll write later when I'm a little more awake and positive.