I'm getting distances and working on getting us an Airbnb I believe I have one lined up a nice little guest suite near the sea so they say. Just before the bridge to PEI. It's sweet and the people sound nice. Plus it was the first that popped up on the Airbnb site. Maybe I should have looked a little more but it's perfect. Divinely chose maybe.
I have about7 places that I'd like to go to. It all takes time and planning I want to make this the easiest thing that Faye has done and I want her to enjoy it I'm sure we will. I'm so looking forward to going myself. So I'm the tour guide and I'm good with that.
Things have been good. I'm going to see my psychiatrist tomorrow which is a good thing something has come up big time with me while doing the 12 steps. So I have decided to deal with it instead of putting it on the back burner again for several years.
I was sexually assaulted when I was 15 and have never forgotten it. So I think it's about time to deal with it and now is as good a time as any. Thank the Lord that I had enough presence of mind to tell the rapist I was 15 and he didn't go any further. My birth mother was raped and that is how she became pregnant with me. Not good. She never wanted to see me and she didn't from when I was born or was written that she never looked at me when I was born before they took me away. I went to a foster home till I was 10 months old. My foster parents were going to adopt me I wonder how different life would have been. I'm not going to say any more right now as life gets a little assorted now and I don't want to really go any further then I have that's enough.


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