One more day to go then I'm off

Thank God it's Thursday it's getting there. I don't know what I'm doing this weekend but I know I'm going to take it easy and try and put my tree up. I medicated myself heavy last night and I don't feel to bad today. I have been debating on whether I should put up my tree this year or not. I'm really not in the Christmas spirit this year things are crazy in my mind right now and I don't know how to control it. It's been hard on my mind having my stepson here. He's been good but he won't do a thing to help himself. Well the time is ticking on and I should get ready. I'll write later.