I don't know if I can do this anymore

I'm taking Monday off so I only have 4 days next week. I'm just so tired anymore I'd like to give up. I'm trying so hard and I'm just not getting anywhere fast. I just don't know. I'm trying hard to catch up and get ahead but obstacles get in my way. Things just don't want to turn around for me. Something has to give sooner or later. Maybe I'm trying to hard. Well at least I have my vacation planned and I won't lose that. Where do I go from here? I guess just keep plugging along and try and do my best. It's hard giving yourself positive feedback. Next week I have to walk to work just don't have the money for the bus. Oh well. Not to much I can do about it I have to do something to try and stay sane.