Today I was going to take a personal day

I think I have decided against it. It would look good on them I just get so tired of it. There is so much to do and I just don't have time anymore. I only have two more years to go and that's it. What to do? It just gets a little much sometimes and I'd like to give up. I'm going to put up my tree this weekend that's been something I have been tossing around as well. I love Christmas but my mind has been else where. There's only so much my mind can handle then it stops and I just go through the motions and I guess that is what I'm going is going through the motions right now.