It's my birthday and I'll cry of it want to

It hard to believe that another year has rolled around. Not really into birthdays just another reminder that's all. Somethings we should never know about. Like my birth mother not wanting to hold me or see me. I think that is painful and she still doesn't.  I did meet my Aunt before she passed away and I'm glad I did it answered a lot if questions I had. Now I have 25 months till retirement it's hard to believe. I'm trying to get all my bills caught up and get my credit score fixed or I guess looking better. I need to get this going straight so in two years I can buy a house in the country. Well just a short note for now. I'm tired and just having a coffee to wake up. All ready the birthday wishes are coming in on Facebook. I'll write later.