I don't know what I'm doing

I've kept a few blogs over the years but this is my main one. That I have been consistently using. I looked back and I started this blog may 2009. I did have one before that which I combined with this one I started it when my 2nd husband was dying. It's hard but I have a wonderful husband now that looks after me. He is so good to me and shows his affection all the time. He brings my spirit up which is very hard to do. He's amazing. I don't know how I got to where I am now but I have. It took a lot of work trust me. My depression isn't fully under control but it's certainly a lot better then it was. Well I should stop and get myself ready for work. I'll write later.