My grandsons home now and doing great

He's a big boy and doing great. I'm so happy for my son and daughter in law. I'm going up this Sunday to see him with my youngest son it should be interesting. I'm tired this morning dreaming all night silly dreams. Everything is creaking and cracking this morning. It is hot and sticky. I don't think the coffee turned out to great and I'm still tired and want a smoke. I don't know what I'm going to do I have so many bills that I have to pay and I don't know where to start. Things are just so tight right now it crazy. Oh well I'll get by I usually do at least I don't owe my mother anything for a change. I slept well last night woke a couple of times but then I usually do. I don't know I just want to see my grandson. I wished the store opened sooner I would go there myself but they don't.  Well just a quick note I'll write later.