Going to a baby shower today

Really don't want to go but making myself it should be ok it's the girls from work people I know but it's still difficult for me. People don't seem to understand that. But I don't know it's crazy I don't feel comfortable around people outside if work but it's a photo op so I have to take advantage of it. I'm tired slept well last night but I seem to be doing a lot of sleeping lately. Still depressed and don't know what to do about it. Bought my honey an air compressor and tools to go with it. They were such a good price. Well just a quick note for now I'll write later.