Do you ever get tired of people?

I do. You try and help someone out and forget it it's not worth it. I still will of course that's my nature but I wonder why I do. I'm tired of people though just do my job and get out of there try to have as little to do with them as possible. I know it's my depression talking but people are a let down. I take everything to heart and I shouldn't. Had a good sleep last night only got up once. Feel a bit rested this morning  good way to start the week. Love my husband he's the best he at least understands me which is good I have to get motivated and get back playing my guitar and reading again. We want to move in 3 years once I retire but I don't know where we are going to move. Things are I don't know strange not the right word I'm just not in it any more and I know this is my depression talking again but I just can't help it. It's hard to shake. Last night was a little difficult for me mentally it was the old ocd thoughts coming back the thoughts of suicide which are hard to shake. But they just like to creep in every once and a while. And I don't have to be depressed to get them but being depressed doesn't help. Well I should stop writing and drink my coffee I'll write later sorry for the depressing post but it part of the disease.