Finding harder and harder to get up in the mornings

I went to bed early and I'm still tired. I had an appointment today with my family doctor and I had to cancel because I had no way of getting there. I don't know what to do anymore I just wish it was my birthday then I could retire. Well that's not the case so I should make the best of it. I still wake a couple of times in the night. It was hot last night hard to sleep. I'm rambling I'll stop for now try and get in a better mood.