Going for blood work this morning

I saw the neurologist and he didn't have any answers for me. He said my MRI was normal. At least I learned more from my family doctor then I did from the neurologist. He is now testing me for Lupus which is just a blood test so I can do that. I'm tired of being in pain and he said that there was nothing that he could give me for the pain so basically I have to live with it. He also told me to get off the cymbalta but that's not going to happen it helps with my depression so I won't be doing that. I think that it is starting to help with the pain by making it a little more tolerable. As much as I don't want them to find anything wrong with me I just wish we could explain this pain because right now I'm beginning to think that they think that it is all in my head. I don't know what to think any more the pain is consumming my thoughts I haven't been able to write at all and even playing Diablo 3 is painful sitting for any lenght in time hurts. I'm tired of the whole process. I should really quit smoking as well it's getting expensive and it's not good for me. Well I should really start getting ready for work so that's about it for now I'll try and write later on. They say it takes anywhere from 4 to 6 weeks for the blood work to come back so there goes the summer in pain.