Today is a better day.

It amazes me how one day life can be in the dumps then the next be great. I'm off today because it is family day. I don't have any plans except go to see my psychiatrist. I'm still going weekly and I think that it helps it certainly doesn't hurt. She's the only one that I can truly speak to openly and honestly. I'm not sure what is going on with my son. I really don't know what he is going to do with his life but I guess I can't live his life for him he needs to make his own way. But it's hard as a parent to see them struggle and make mistakes. Well just a short note for now I'll try and write again a little later on.