I just don't know.

My son moved out a few weeks ago over something stupid. He is struggling and I don't know how to help him. I just have a few minutes and I don't know how to write everything that I want to say. Well I have been doing pretty good trying to get my bills in line and this has kept my mind occupied and I have had very little suicidal thoughts which is good and when they do creep in I have been able to keep them at bay. I don't think that I will ever get rid of them totally. But at least it hasn't been a daily struggle. So I think that this move was a good move and things seem to be going the way that they should. Things have been running pretty smoothly. Well just a quick note for now I'll try and write a little more often then I have been. Now I just have to figure out my taxes for the year always something.