Starting a new hobby

Well I have found a new hobby called baking. So far I have baked three pies and one apple crisp. I'm starting to come back to life again. It's so easy to write when I'm depressed but try to write when you happy I find that difficult. I think that this move that I have made at this time in my life is a good one. I have found someone new and moved in together. Don't worry I haven't just met him we have known each other for 4 years and we have been dating for almost a year and we are very compatible. I really didn't think that it would happen to me ever again that I would let myself get attached to someone and fall in love. We both have depression but thank god we haven't really been depressed at the same time. We both have suicidal tendencies which he hasn't had in a long time. But I on the other still have them. I just can't seem to shake them and he doesn't really under stand why I can be so happy and still have the thoughts.